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Recently I had three great wins just from reading and writing different posts of independent Scientologists on-line.
Here are the wins:
- I am a Scientologist. Nobody is going to tell me if I can call myself a Scientologist or not because it is a trademark owned by RTC. Screw RTC and our Lieber Fuhrer. I am who I decide I am.
- For many years at Gold I felt that I had overts and withholds despite sec checks and many hours of FPRD. The feeling remained even after I left. I finally sorted it all out and it makes sense now why I felt that way: Code of Honor violations. I was never able to stand up for myself, my friends and my juniors at Gold when we were insulted, humiliated and abused. That place is Hell and David Miskavige is an evil being. Now I understand and finally feel came to terms with the past.
- The subject of the 8th Dynamic and Faith. Extremely important. In some lecture LRH says that 8th Dynamic is faith and that a thetan is faith and that a being does not have faith, he IS faith. I never got it at all. I am faith? What the hell is that supposed to mean? Well, I got it now!!! Lets say you are a child and you can keep your balance on a bicycle if your father is running behind you holding the bike. Eventually he lets go and you realize 100 feet later that your father is no longer holding the bike and so you promptly fall off the bike. Why? You lost faith. You thought you’d be okay because your father was holding the bike and you were okay as long as you had faith even if your father let go of the bike a long time ago. You only fell when you lost faith, not when you lost father’s support. So who is supplying the faith? Father? Bicycle? God? No, you are supplying your own faith, nobody else. Where is the faith coming from, how is it constructed and how much faith is there to be had? If you really confront these questions, you realize that you ARE faith and there is as much of faith as there is you. Anything that is not faith is just case garbage. Very, very, very cool!
