16 March 2012
Hi Candy, here is my success story:
Thank you much to my superb auditor, Candy Swanson!
16 March 2012
Hi Candy, here is my success story:
Thank you much to my superb auditor, Candy Swanson!
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/
This has been the funnest, easiest auditing I have ever done. I am finally, fully out of the church. I felt more in sync with Frankie, my auditor, than I ever had been with an auditor before. Mary is just as good but I needed to drop the last vestiges of the junk I had picked up in the church before I could hold up my end of the comm line. Between them, they have given me an entirely new outlook on the tech and the future. An easy, relaxed, on source, workable viewpoint that was always supposed to be there, but that the church lurched away from and drug us all away from.
As a result I am having huge wins on OT 5 and I need to go back to work for a couple of weeks before I can get back in. My universe is readjusting on a massive scale. Probably the biggest win is seeing clearly the effect I can have on a broad scale. Based on LRH lectures I had a pretty good concept of this, but it is different really seeing it play out in session. I am excited about the good effects I can create in multiple ways and on multiple dynamics. There is a calmness and understanding that has just never been there for as long as I can remember. I keep looking at areas or situations now and I cannot remember why that area ever bothered me. I have a new understanding of life.
JL
Below you will find several success stories I received from our student, Steve Lindzy. He is a product of our training center here. He has not gotten a lot of training but enough to give him the courage to go out and “do it.” He is located in Nebraska. You will see his web site below.
You might remember Steve if you were at our convention in Deer Lake last September, 2010. Steve was the disc jockey. He says, “I am a product of you, Les, and Frankie. I love you all dearly. Thank you thank you thank you.”
We are very proud of him. Scroll down for his success stories. All of his clients are brand new public.
Anita
Life Enhancement Center of Coeur d’Alene
www.LifeEnhance.org
Wow! So as we are going through the session, I could feel my being rising. It was awesome! Before I knew it, I felt my whole being move up and I came to the very realization I needed. I started to smile from ear to ear. Tears were welling up as I was so happy.
Thank you Steve for sharing this moment with me :)
SI had a great session tonight. Lots of yawning and watering eyes. It was great. When i was done I felt so aware. But most of all I felt great behind the wheel when i drove home. I just felt so empowered and aware while driving. Awesome counseling Steve. You make me feel very safe in session, I”m so ready for the next session.
DWow, wow wow!! What an amazing life this can be when you know that you ARE. Steve has helped guide me so beautifully through my conditions I have no words to describe my gratitude. I am moving up and becoming the being I always have been and not realized it. Thank you for sharing these beautiful moments with me.
SToday’s session was so eye opening for me. Lots of tears shed, good and bad. I now take a different look on friends. Who is a friend to me and who is not. I felt so great after running my session. Steve L is a great auditor, he always sticks with me and helps me find things I didn’t know were there. Thank you Steve for doing what you do. I appreciate everything you are doing for me. I have emailed a friend that came up in session today and she has already gotten back to me.
It’s awesome because without my session today I don’t know when I would have actually emailed her. I am on the right track thanks to Steve’s help.
MI have been holding things inside for so long I didn’t even know what reality was. Operating in the past has done nothing but bring me grief and pain
I started this process not knowing how it was going to help me but my counselor helped guide me through my issues without ( judgment or opinion).
He helped me figure out the answer as it was always inside me. I’m not done yet, but I am so excited to become the person I know I am inside.
SMy session today with Steve was great. He is very good at keeping me on track. Sometimes I get so frustrated but he keeps me going. I had great wins today.
I feel more aware of my surroundings and colors seemed brighter. I felt so great when I got up out of the chair after running my session. It still just amazes me of how good I feel after a session. Thank you Steve Lindzy, I can’t wait to see what the next session holds.
AIn just a few sessions, Steve L was able to do for me what several therapists, costing several thousands of dollars over several years were
unable to do. The sense of freedom he has helped me achieve is unbelievable. The method is something unlike anything I have ever tried
before, but the results are priceless and speak for themselves.Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
D.
I had great session with Steve L today.
He helped me to get to the root of one my problems that had been bothering me
for years. I now understand the root of my problem with a relationship I had.
I was Blown away by the epiphany that came after the session.
The freedom from that was phenomenal!Thank you, Steve with love D.
It started spring of 1994.
Did not know what happened, my mind did not work. I could not focus, I wasn’t able to be myself or comfortably leave my house. This went on for 15 years!
I have spent the last 15 years trying to figure out what the heck is going on with my mind just barely holding on. I was able to hold on to a job, most of my relationships and doing the best that I could, to survive. But still life was a struggle.
What happened that day in 1994 as I got home from gathering car parts with a friend led me to a very weary next 15 years. My mind decided the best way for it to deal with these strange feelings was to throw up, yes vomit, every day. I went to Medical Doctors, Psychiatrists’, Psychologists’ searching for answers. After many months of doctors’ visits the only explanation they could come up with was it was Acute Anxiety. What the hell does that mean? I had heard of people having anxiety but could really never empathize with them because I had never had to deal with “it” every day of my life!
Well ok so I have this disease what are we going to do about this so called Acute Anxiety? Lets’ try some medication. Hey, I was willing to try most anything to help me!
After months of experimenting with different medications I found one that seemed to help a bit, at least calm my mind down enough that I could somewhat function as a being. But still I threw up every day, the anxiety was not as bad, but was still there. I guess I was so frustrated with the lack of help that I decided this is the way I was supposed to live my life.
One of many issues with my decision to “live with this disease” was if I left without my medication, or god forbid ran out over a weekend, my best friend “Acute Anxiety” was back in full force. It was with me like a ball and chain.
For whatever reason, a wonderful friend of mine now, came into my life. Steve Lindzy. Steve explained to me that there are other ways to deal with the issues that I was having and that he would be happy to help me through “it”. Honestly, at first I did not believe that anyone could help me so I was adamant about taking him up on his offer. I tried the counseling a couple times but never really gave it a chance. Finally one day after so long dealing with “it” I was done. I went back to Steve and asked him if he could please help me get my life back. Do you know what he said to me? “When would you like to start my friend”? Wow!
I can honestly tell you from my heart that I feel better today than I have in 15 years. Medication gone and I have my life back. Please do not misunderstand me physicians are here to help and I would never give advice to someone who truly needed medical attention. However, always remember there are alternatives that will help!
Thank you so much Steve for you, your understanding, your wisdom, and your willingness to help people. God Bless!
M.
I recently started going through the process of becoming a “clear”.
After my first major session, I noticed things looked different to
me. I know this sounds weird, but the landscape of the area was
brighter and more colorful than before. I could hardly believe how I
felt when I realized the varying shades of gold and brown in the
landscape. They had been there all the time, I just couldn’t see
them before….Another thing I have noticed, that while I’ve not been able to get
back for another session, things don’t seem to bother me as much. I
recently lost my job, had $6,000 stolen from me and found out my son
is an IV drug user. All of this came to my attention in the same
week. Needless to say, I was devastated but the devastation didn’t
last. I was able to pick myself up and start looking to the future
again. I am still unemployed, but my son is getting the help he
needs and I will survive the money issue. I know I can get more….A
Today’s session helped me to discover the root of my selfworth issues.
I was able to realize that I had internalized much of the negative and
condescending comments my grandmother has been making to me my whole
life. I figured out that she, just by her presence can activate my reactive mind.
Now that this has been made clear, I can better deal with her and situations
where I receive negative feedback.
Thank you so much!
R.S.
http://community.freezone-tech.info/mwtc/
Recently, after just entering this Wild West Show of free and independent Scientology (or so I was told it would be that) after having been in and out of the Church of Scientology in the USA and UK since the late 1970s, I got back on track.
My last action had been the Suppressed Person Rundown, which I did in the UK back in 2009. Never felt good about it, never wanted to attest to being done. Still hated the person we were trying to handle, etc. Left the Church of “Scientology” over it and just walked away, cut comm with them. Blamed my auditor, told her she was a squirrel and out tech.
Now I found myself working in the USA, missing the days of Scientology friends, and wanting to get on with my going up the Bridge, and still sitting in the middle of why I left (yes I knew about the money grubbing, mistreatment of staff and suppression, but it was the good parts I missed). I am sitting in a restaurant in Kokomo, Indiana, there for a auto dealer business seminar. Never been there before. I get to talking to a friendly person sitting at the next table. He asked me if I was a Scientologist. I hesitantly said yes and asked him how he knew. He said the TRs. Guess I still used them! After finding out he was not from COS, I opened up and told him my sad tale of loss. He asked if I wanted to get it fixed and said he could if I wanted to. One thing led to another and 2 weeks later I was back in Indiana at the Midwest Tech Center and back holding the cans of the E-meter. 3 hours later I had a correction list done on my past auditing. Felt much better. Next day I started my False Purpose Rundown. Ends up the reason I was not happy (and did not finish the Suppressed Person Rundown was I had this cockeyed FALSE PURPOSE. I was trying to use it to destroy the other person. I was not trying to handle and make us friends again. I had wanted him utterly beyond ever seeing the light of day again. My Evil Purpose!
But no more. Done with the Suppressed Person Rundown. Done with the False Purpose Rundown. And the person I so wanted to destroy, just like the claims made for the Suppressed Person Rundown says, made contact with me. All is good now. I AM GOOD, REAL GOOD! Thank you Frank Davis and the Midwest tech Center. I will be back.
Claude Collier
http://community.freezone-tech.info/mwtc/
I have improved on the business of avoiding bad postulates, which consists mainly of not having an opinion on anything or anyone. Just observe, and act as needed or desired. This pretty much guarantees allowing someone their beingness, which in and of itself will prevent a lot of adverse postulates and smooth over any problems one might encounter.
D.S.
http://community.freezone-tech.info/mwtc/
I came to the MWTC a broken reactive being and left not broken on the road to being at cause. It wasn’t so much what happened immediately but it is what happened as time went on. Also not just how it changed me but how it changed my 2D.
So I came to Frank a complete wreck afraid of everything. I had recently had a major break up with my long term 2D of 8 years. I was caved in, alone, near homeless, almost broke and driving a car that had no drivers door handle(I had to exit the passengers side). To say the least I was a mess. Well Frank didn’t seem to mind my circumstances and so away we went to auditing. I would have to stop sometimes because I was crying too much I couldn’t talk. But Frank just plowed away. After a week of auditing I left, worked a little on life and returned for more auditing. Things were getting better and better. But the weird thing was after our last auditing session my 2D called me. he apologized for how things ended. As time went on he started to call regularly and we would talk and laugh. He then asked me on a vacation and proposed to me. We went over something in auditing and it blew for me. But I truly believe it blew for him too. That was about a year and a half ago. We are getting married in the Spring. I am working steadily. I am not broke and I have a new car……. And I’m getting married!! So life is definitely repaired. Thanks Frank and hope to be back for some more auditing as soon as I can get to Indiana. D.
Completing OT Three Expanded gave me a greater awareness, a feeling of big expansion and KNOWING my auditing was done with effectiveness and good procedure!
Richard
Hi,
A few weeks after finishing Oracle on her L11, she wrote the following:
“This cycle of the L11 seemed to expand everything I ever did in Scientology. I feel like a NEW grade zero release, a NEW every grade release. And all of the wins I had before this level seem to be blooming like a flower suppressed by the new driven snow.
I went up the bridge having these really punchy wins. They would last for a few weeks and then I would “readjust” them. Like, I finished grade zero, then a week later I thought, “Shit this is really going to get me in trouble if I keep saying what is on my mind.” And then I would tone it down 80 percent.
Ten steps forward, then eight steps back, all the way up the bridge.
I didn’t even know I was doing this until L11.
L11 flipped me back into these punchy wins all at once. They all came back to surface even though I put them all on suppress. And I am thinking, “this is like a new grade zero, No, it is like a new grade one, no this like a new every grade I did!”
It is like a rehab on the whole bridge I have done up to this point happening in a matter of hours!
There is nothing between me and the next L now. Because damn! If I knew this was part of Scientology I would have stepped it up decades ago! Believe me, after 42 years of Scientology this has been my item.
I’ve got to do more! I’ve got to do it all. To be honest, I have been pretty nonchalant about going up the bridge. It has just kind of fallen in to place when it has been a convenience. This is the first time I’ve felt it is vital to finish something.
Oracle then arrived for L12. Here is her success:
Mainly, I had been fighting for so long, I had forgotten how to stop. It had been working out for me, I fought my way to freedom. I fought my way to L12. And as soon as I saw on some level it had been working out for me, and I was still alive, and I was still me, and I was still here, and I had survived, I came into a very good place.
I am in a very, very good place. In a very, very good frame of mind. I am in a “we can work it out” frame of mind.
When you asked me, “Who or what was not supposed to survive?” That was genius, and that cracked my case.
Trey, I think about who or what are survivors. In the end, it is the people that treat others as they themselves would want to be treated.That is who and what is surviving.
That is who I really am. I had been been suppressing myself with cross purposes!
I am out of the condition of enemy with myself. I found out who I really am.This is an immense freedom I am floating in.
You do find out who you really are on L12. And that is vital information for any being.
My eternal gratitude to my auditor, Trey Lotz truly an auditor of the highest caliber . Thank you for being awake and waking me up. You have the magic.
Thanks to my good friend Hubbard, and of the all Scientologists who have worked to keep the porch light on.
I really can’t wait to come back and do L10!
Love,
Oracle
Posted March 9, 2012, Elma, WA. Auditor Pat Krenik.
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/
AUDITED ORIGINAL OT IV
It is constantly amazing that as soon as I finish a level, I alway get awareness of a new thing that invariably is handled on the next level.
This affirms the sequence in which the levels are laid out.
Krsan Duran, March 7, 2012
March 9,2012, Elma WA Solo
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/
I had a little cog doing solo. Didn’t look like much, needle just sort of fell then f/ned. No big blowdown or bright lights or flares or anything.
Turns out it is a major cog for me. I’d had this idea that you reach higher points of awareness so one should be stable from that point, operating from one’s highest level of awareness. But the cog was, one needs to operate freely from ANY level of awareness. What this allows me to do is face another, with their bank or case or baggage, and just be there without thinking I have more case because I’m looking (or maybe making copies) at/of their case…I’m just free to move on an awareness scale not just the emotional tone scale. But of course they go together; I just never had put it together.
The awareness levels are on the Grade chart and of course, like many of you on this list, could assume any level. But I had made myself a standard of sorts thinking one operates at 22.0 on the tone scale, per the Tone Scale Chart. I didn’t always do that, so there tended to be a bit of self-inval.
So with this standard removed it makes it possible to operate from any awareness. To be able to duplicate the other guy without “having to hold my space”. The fight for holding space is over.
It isn’t that I’m totally free of any restimulation under any circumstances (another great standard) but I’m not “stuck” at needing to be up in the sky or something in order to simply operate.
Feels a lot lighter.
Thanks to Glenn Samuels who c/sed for me.
Pat Krenik