Ethics Specialist – Mary Freeman
from Planet Freeman:
What I have realized while doing the Enemy condition with Mary Freeman.
When I go through the life I have a lot of different things my attention is on. I have day-to-day problems to solve, mistakes to fix, games to play, jobs to do, joys of creation to experience, new things to learn and an endless list of such things. In some of that areas I am being more productive, in some – less. The lowest level areas require the most immediate attention in order of it’s urgency and importance.
While the operation in ALL of that areas is conducted above the 2.0 on the Tone Scale, the analytical mind is in charge, keeping it under control. In that case, when “alarm system” goes off and signals that something went out of the desirable state or even is degenerating, that “alarm” is perceived as “local” and attracts my attention to that particular troubled area. The “volume” of the alarm is adequate to the situation and the level of disaster. Analytical mind was capable here to identify the exact area that needed to be addressed and fixed, and I could turn off the alarm with “thank you, I’ve got it handled!”.
Lets say that some area of existence or production had been set to run automatically and it now gets overwhelmed with too high volume or velocity or too much of the randomity of the particles. Because they were not addressed and handled properly the handling level drops down to below 2.0.
For example on the 1st Dynamic I used to handle automatically the food I eat. There were no calories counting or special diets, no extra exercising or even no any attention to that area at all. I used to just eat whatever was sitting on the plate in front of me and then feel fine and look great. But with ages the body has changed as well as its ability to handle the incoming particles (food), which lowed. The same amount and quality of food suddenly became overwhelming for the body to process. That would be a danger. The alarm system goes off to notify me of trouble, but I neglect the alarm and let the body figure out how to readjust and handle the situation. Body goes on automatically doing the same thing and getting more and more overwhelmed and unhealthy. The statistic continues a down trend and then crushes (body gains unwanted weight, loses mobility and health, not mentioning it’s looking fat, old and ugly). At that time the analytical mind keeps working on the other problems, that thetan had considered more argent and important, (which may be even true). Is the body still functional? OK, that’s good enough – I think to myself, totally underestimating the danger.
By that time the alarm continues to scream, and at some point the signal it sent out goes out of the “diapason” where the analytical mind can perceive. As if the pitch of the sound was going higher and higher till it becomes an ultra-sound, out of the range of ears perception. It appears that the alarm stopped, that it is all nice and quiet now. But in fact – and this is my realization #1 – alarm system is set to run automatically and it never stops. It only goes out of the “sight” or “hearing ability” – perception of the analytical mind. When the alarm is so “laud” and “heavy” that analytical mind can not take it any more, but it continues, then who does receive the alert message? Yes, our little “friend” – simple thinker – reactive mind.
If somebody is ringing the door bell but the owner is too busy to care to open and the visitor is persisting enough to not leave and if there is an idiot running around inside the “house” that was incapable of reasoning and differentiating, but willing to help all the time, he will eventually open the door. An idiot will get the message and will react, he will start handling the danger with his “workable” tools: valences that can be used as a solution, service facsimiles, overt patterns with a whole spectrum of justifications and motivators and similar staff.
What I am trying to say here is that when we do not do things that should be done and our neglect brings around a danger – WE ARE GOING TO BE BYPASSED by someone else more responsible or by little monster at our service. It is ether I run the formula or formula is still run over me by someone else. The formula of danger is going to be aplied – if not by me at cause, then most likely by my reactive mind. And boy is he going to screw the application!!!
You think that an idiot can do well shredding paper – not too difficult task for him. And before you know, he is shredding you valuable correspondence, curtain, table cloth and your dress.
Since reactive mind can not differentiate, it can not locate where alarm was coming from. So it “assigns the danger” to all the areas where there were activities at that time. Any “imperfect state” or temporary failure are perceived as the “total failure” and been treated with the same amount of a negative attitude, invalidated and labeled as dangerous.
My cognition is that I realize now that letting just only one area of responsibility to sink below 2.0 and not getting it out of there immediately, endangered the whole existence all other areas that reactive mind is now allowed to rich ant to control by catching the ball of dropped responsibility. Here is how we get an enemy at work – judging, criticizing, invalidating from within and suggesting the “wonderful” solutions from his arsenal – reactive bank.
The conclusion is simple. I understand now what I missed from my danger formula application and so failed applying it correctly – the formula was never completed and “did not work”. That is to be alert. ALERT! I understand it now. I look at the formula and see it right there at the very beginning: “ASSIGN A DANGER” which means “BE ALERT!” which also is “Listen to your alarm!”. I had never truly understood this step and worked by it applying roboticaly.
I had to go all the way down to confusion where (lucky me!) Mary found me and gave me her hand helping to get up and running again.
Thank you Mary for being alert for me while I got unaware and left the post. Thank you for bypassing me and getting the job of been aware done!
I am not all the way up yet, but sure move in the right direction that feels wonderful! :)
(Sorry, it was excessively wordy, but to the best of my ability to communicate.)