Archive for ‘Mary Freeman’

June 4th, 2011

The meaning and significance of assigning a danger

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Ethics Specialist – Mary Freeman
from Planet Freeman:
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

What I have realized while doing the Enemy condition with Mary Freeman.

When I go through the life I have a lot of different things my attention is on. I have day-to-day problems to solve, mistakes to fix, games to play, jobs to do, joys of creation to experience, new things to learn and an endless list of such things. In some of that areas I am being more productive, in some – less. The lowest level areas require the most immediate attention in order of it’s urgency and importance.

While the operation in ALL of that areas is conducted above the 2.0 on the Tone Scale, the analytical mind is in charge, keeping it under control. In that case, when “alarm system” goes off and signals that something went out of the desirable state or even is degenerating, that “alarm” is perceived as “local” and attracts my attention to that particular troubled area. The “volume” of the alarm is adequate to the situation and the level of disaster. Analytical mind was capable here to identify the exact area that needed to be addressed and fixed, and I could turn off the alarm with “thank you, I’ve got it handled!”.

Lets say that some area of existence or production had been set to run automatically and it now gets overwhelmed with too high volume or velocity or too much of the randomity of the particles. Because they were not addressed and handled properly the handling level drops down to below 2.0.

For example on the 1st Dynamic I used to handle automatically the food I eat. There were no calories counting or special diets, no extra exercising or even no any attention to that area at all. I used to just eat whatever was sitting on the plate in front of me and then feel fine and look great. But with ages the body has changed as well as its ability to handle the incoming particles (food), which lowed. The same amount and quality of food suddenly became overwhelming for the body to process. That would be a danger. The alarm system goes off to notify me of trouble, but I neglect the alarm and let the body figure out how to readjust and handle the situation. Body goes on automatically doing the same thing and getting more and more overwhelmed and unhealthy. The statistic continues a down trend and then crushes (body gains unwanted weight, loses mobility and health, not mentioning it’s looking fat, old and ugly). At that time the analytical mind keeps working on the other problems, that thetan had considered more argent and important, (which may be even true). Is the body still functional? OK, that’s good enough – I think to myself, totally underestimating the danger.

By that time the alarm continues to scream, and at some point the signal it sent out goes out of the “diapason” where the analytical mind can perceive. As if the pitch of the sound was going higher and higher till it becomes an ultra-sound, out of the range of ears perception. It appears that the alarm stopped, that it is all nice and quiet now. But in fact – and this is my realization #1 – alarm system is set to run automatically and  it never stops. It only goes out of the “sight” or “hearing ability” – perception of the analytical mind. When the alarm is so “laud” and “heavy” that analytical mind can not take it any more, but it continues, then who does receive the alert message? Yes, our little “friend” – simple thinker – reactive mind.

If somebody is ringing the door bell but the owner is too busy to care to open and the visitor is persisting enough to not leave and if there is an idiot running around inside the “house” that was incapable of reasoning and differentiating, but willing to help all the time, he will eventually open the door. An idiot will get the message and will react, he will start handling the danger with his “workable” tools: valences that can be used as a solution, service facsimiles, overt patterns with a whole spectrum of justifications and motivators and similar staff.

What I am trying to say here is that when we do not do things that should be done and our neglect brings around a danger – WE ARE GOING TO BE BYPASSED by someone else more responsible or by little monster at our service. It is ether I run the formula or formula is still run over me by someone else. The formula of danger is going to be aplied – if not by me at cause, then most likely by my reactive mind. And boy is he going to screw the application!!!

You think that an idiot can do well shredding paper – not too difficult task for him. And before you know, he is shredding you valuable correspondence, curtain, table cloth and your dress.

Since reactive mind can not differentiate, it can not locate where alarm was coming from. So it  “assigns the danger” to all the areas where there were activities at that time. Any “imperfect state” or temporary failure are perceived as the “total failure” and been treated with the same amount of a negative attitude, invalidated and labeled as dangerous.

My cognition is that I realize now that letting just only one area of responsibility to sink below 2.0 and not getting it out of there immediately, endangered the whole existence all other areas that reactive mind is now allowed to rich ant to control by catching the ball of dropped responsibility. Here is how we get an enemy at work – judging, criticizing, invalidating from within and suggesting the “wonderful” solutions from his arsenal – reactive bank.

The conclusion is simple. I understand now what I missed from my danger formula application and so failed applying it correctly – the formula was never completed and “did not work”. That is to be alert. ALERT! I understand it now. I look at the formula and see it right there at the very beginning: “ASSIGN A DANGER” which means “BE ALERT!” which also is “Listen to your alarm!”. I had never truly understood this step and worked by it applying roboticaly.

I had to go all the way down to confusion where (lucky me!) Mary found me and gave me her hand helping to get up and running again.

Thank you Mary for being alert for me while I got unaware and left the post. Thank you for bypassing me and getting the job of been aware done!

I am not all the way up yet, but sure move in the right direction that feels wonderful! :)

Love,
Tatiana Baklanova.

(Sorry, it was excessively wordy, but to the best of my ability to communicate.)

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May 10th, 2011

I enjoyed uncovering my true self

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

4/16/11
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I had a lot of really good wins and realizations doing the program. I had a very good time doing it. I really feel like my true self is very powerful. I know now that I’m never going to use my “enemy valence” ever again. I enjoyed uncovering my true self. Finding out how much harm my “enemy valence” does to my true self was very real to me on many different levels. But now I feel like I have no doubt that I can and will be the real me. And I feel GREAT about it! :-)
KD

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May 10th, 2011

Stepping forward as my True Self

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

3/31/11
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I’ve been working with Mary for the past few weeks on the Integrity Program. There is one area where it has been far too easy for me to be other than my True Self. It was a real problem for me and I was beginning to wonder if I’d be able to overcome it. Well, with Mary’s guidance and the tools she gave me to use, I was able to become cause over this area and stepping forward as my True Self has become even easier. It has been 2 days since this breakthrough and my win on this is continuing to persist. Each day I’m becoming more and more me and am more and more able to create the effects that I want to create in life. Thank you, Mary, for your expert application of LRH’s incredible Tech and for your willingness to help. ARC
LC

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May 10th, 2011

This is what I had envisioned Scn would be like

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

4/29/11 (after Solo II)
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I am not sure that I have ever experienced a relaxed, easy, free action in Scn like this before. This is what I had envisioned Scn would be like. The clearest difference between this action and earlier actions I did in the church was the ability to maintain relative importance of data. In the church you never know when some “nit” will be taken up and magnified out of all proportion into a huge deal to be “handled.” Unfortunately, that creates an unsafe environment and puts you out of session and makes true “in session” impossible in the church. I feel so fortunate to have escaped that oppressive environment and to have found real Scn again. I now know I can learn and do and audit myself to OT. I, myself, handled a lot of BPC I had due to the immense and shocking out tech in the church. In the process, I re-aquainted myself with the free feeling one needs in order to travel up the Bridge to Total Freedom. I can’t say enough about working with people that understand the tech and apply it without all the church additives. Thanks to Frankie and Mary for being true to the tech. –JL

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May 10th, 2011

It is a most excellent game in a universe about games

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

5/1/11 (after OT1)
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

This action is a great start to the OT levels. So much data came together for me on this level. I now see the simplicity of where I was, where I am and where I am going. Now it seems easy whereas before I wasn’t sure. I feel like I am oriented now and able to proceed causatively. Probably the biggest win while doing this level was lightening up about the barriers I put on myself and the barriers I see others putting on themselves. Also, this level was just a lot of fun. It is a most excellent game in a universe about games. And the game continues… –JL

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May 10th, 2011

I had a new future with greater freedom on the horizon

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

4/10/11

http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I came here in a somewhat splintered state of being. I did not really know what to expect, but hoped I would leave in a better state. In a few short hours I felt like I had a new future with greater freedom on the horizon. In this tranquil setting, with abundant care, I was gently steered out of the chains that bound me. No unnecessary steps, just the ones that were needed to free me so I could fly again. I have my wings back and have no doubt they will take me to higher states. I would like to thank Mary & Frankie, the team that steered my ship to calm waters. I will be back soon for more enhancement on my journey to the stars. With Love & Admiration. –TP

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April 11th, 2011

OT Review Success

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

10 April, 2011
Auditor: Mary Freeman
Case Sup: Franklin Freeman
Planet Freeman: http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I came here in a somewhat splintered state of being. I did not really know what to expect, but hoped I would leave in a better state. In a few short hours I felt like I had a new future with greater freedom on the horizon.
In this tranquil setting, with abundant care, I was gently steered out of the chains that bound me. No unnecessary steps just the ones that were needed to free me so I could fly again.
I have my wings back and have no doubt they will take me to higher states.
I would like to thank Mary & Frankie, the team that steered my ship to calm waters.
I will be back soon for more enhancement on my journey to the stars.

With Love & Admiration.

T. P.

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March 30th, 2011

I feel that my life has transformed

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

Auditor: Mary Freeman
Case Sup: Franklin Freeman
Planet Freeman
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

Hi Mary! I want you to know that I feel that my life has transformed. The biggest change has been that I am now able to bypass my fears that have held me back from life for so long. During my vacation to Orcas, my love for hiking was reborn. Since I’ve been back I’ve been trying to get out every day, and I’ve discovered new trails. I’m having a great time and feel very enthusiastic about my future. This is my spirit, and it’s coming alive again. I love it! Thank you so much for helping me get here, to my authentic self again. I love being home. :-)
MD 3/25/11

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March 30th, 2011

You’ve given me back my true self

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

Auditor: Mary Freeman
Case Sup: Franklin Freeman
Planet Freeman
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

Dear Mary, It’s not often that I struggle to find the words to express what I’m feeling, but this is certainly one of those times. What you’ve done to help me over the past two weeks, the effectiveness in which you’ve done it, and the willingness you’ve shown in doing so, mean more to me than you may ever know. In the past few years, I‘ve lost the majority of my friends, I‘ve lost my church, I’ve lost a major use of my body, I’ve lost what was my life. Most of all, I’d lost eternal hope. Through your brilliant application of the Tech, in just a short time, you’ve restored my hope and pulled me–the real me–out of this darkness and into a light, far brighter than I’d ever imagined. You’ve given me back my true self and you’ve given me back my life . Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. You are a very special being, Mary, and I will never ever forget you. Love and ARC,

AC 3/17/11

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March 30th, 2011

For the first time in a long time, I finally have hope

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

Auditor: Mary Freeman
Case Sup: Franklin Freeman
Planet Freeman
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

After a long hiatus off the Bridge for various reasons, I decided to give it one last chance. I didn’t have much choice. Having had a track of sessions-gone-bad due to the squirrel technology currently dished out by the official “church”, I was pretty much in apathy about ever making progress. My life was spiraling down and I was pretty much just waiting for the right moment to die. After seeing the videos of Franklin and Mary Freeman from the 2010 FreeZone Convention, my husband contacted them and arranged for Mary to audit the two of us. Mary was gracious enough to travel the long distance to our home since my travel is limited due to an injury I’ve been dealing with for the past four years. My first session with her went better than anything I’d experienced in my 24 years in the official “church”. Subsequent sessions have been no less spectacular. For example, with Mary’s help, I recently handled a well-entrenched service facsimile that was ruining my life – and not doing the lives of others around me any favors. My ARC for others has risen and my universe is quieting down significantly. I made the comment after my first session that everything that had occurred in the session was the exact right thing, at the exact right time, in the exact right way. I used to dread going in session because I felt like I came out of them with more charge than I had when I went in. This is no longer the case. Mary’s expert application of LRH’s incredible Tech, her amazing comm cycle, and Franklin’s spot-on C/Sing have given me a safe, secure environment in which to handle what I got into Scientology to handle. For the first time in a long time, I finally have hope. Mary and Frankie, I cannot thank you enough for what you’ve done and for what you are doing. You are among the most valuable of the valuable beings on this planet. ARC,

AC, 3/11

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