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February 8th, 2012

Integrity Program Success Story

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

Dear Friends,

Below, please enjoy a very well articulated success story from (what we call) Mary’s Ethics Program. Personally, every time I deliver this program to a client, I marvel at the brilliance of it. It is all “LRH ethics tech,” organized in such a fashion so as to maximize the client’s ability to look in all the right places, therefore terminatedly handling the “first dynamic ethics case.” If you want to deliver this program, there are a couple of pre-requisites. Feel free to ask me.

ML, Anita

www.LifeEnhance.org

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Integrity Program Success Story

FEBRUARY 8TH 2012

I have just completed the TREASON FORMULA. I now have the correct viewpoint on how to live my dynamics with the highest regard to MY OWN TRUTH and MY OWN SELF-TRUST. Yahoo!!!! I have been “clueless” all my life. Every instance where I had tried to use this formula on myself by my own self-determinism or by “force from the church,” I always felt so confused and felt I never really got the results I was looking for. I realized that part of the reason why that was, is simply not understanding the question: FIND OUT THAT YOU ARE. Adding to the confusion was not having the correct definition of the word THAT. Phew!!! Understanding the question and having the correct definition of THAT would have been enough now to do the formula. Not exactly!! I first had to confront all the times I betrayed trust in myself and others, because TREASON occurs when one has betrayed trust. So, I scanned all the times “I gave up my power to someone else, I compromised my own truth, I didn’t stand up for myself, I didn’t set up boundaries for myself, I allowed someone to invalidate me, I didn’t say NO, I became reasonable and allowed the other person to get away with an overt, I became a sympathetic enabler rather than an empathetic effective guide, etc…. You get the picture. I appreciated doing this exercise as it allowed me to confront all those incidents of betrayal and how easily I have given away my power. It was obvious, too, that I saw a character trait that was predominant in these incidents and how I had used it as a Service Facsimile to some degree and form. I realized how I had been irresponsible, careless, and had no accountability for myself. What a revelation that was for me! In answering the above question: FIND OUT THAT YOU ARE, I newly declare that I am the SPIRIT BEING of T(me)!!!! Just as the analogy of being the CEO of T(me). I am on POST and wearing my HAT as the Executive Director of an Organization, so to speak. What is most important is that I arrive every single moment of my existence, wearing my hat and doing my job. This “hat” has important duties and responsibilities in caring for, organizing the needs of, utilizing the assets and abilities of, and forwarding the goals and achieving optimum survival along the dynamics of T(me). This is very clear to me!! This newly found viewpoint has reclaimed my power! I am more aware, conscious, and present now about my KRC and I have increased my ARC for myself. I am no longer clueless, but certain THAT I am. I newly declare I am HERE and here to STAY!!! Thank you to LRH, to whom I am eternally grateful for this tech, and to Mary Freeman who has been a fantastic coach guiding me and shining the light for me for as long as “I GET IT.”

MUCH ARC, TT

http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

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December 28th, 2011

From the bottom of my heart

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

http://community.freezone-tech.info

In doing some review Auditing with Mary, I’ve come to realize that I’ve been at war on many fronts. Wars I created. Wars I’ve been holding in place. Wars I started for various reasons, then forgot why I’d created them or even that I did so. My responsibility level for these wars had gotten pretty low while the effects I was experiencing from each of these areas was continuing to climb. A distinct pattern has emerged and has been fueled by my lack of presence as True Self on the scene.

As we’ve peeled back the layers, the players and their roles in each of these conflicts has become much clearer. The blame is melting away and in its place is a recognition of cause on each of these fronts and a sense of understanding on my part for the effects I’ve created. For the first time, I feel like I am beginning to move up the conditions in these areas and I feel my presence as True Self get stronger and stronger as we go along. This, IMO, is true power — unlike the things that pose for “power” in much of the world today. As I write this, the thought of what it would be like to address similar situations and achieve this on all of my Dynamics occurred to me and I find myself blown away by the potential win/win effect this could create.

There’s more to do, but without the foundation that was laid with the help of Mary’s Integrity program a few months ago, none of this would even be possible. I am forever indebted to her for this and for her incredible understanding and application of LRH’s Tech. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Love,

CL

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December 2nd, 2011

I have allowed my identity to finally set her free…

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

High Integrity Living
11/29/11

I’ve never really been aware of the power of my true self, for there has been a substitute personality taking control of Desire’ for so many years. She (being the negative personality) would take over when I felt angry, depressed, weak, and invalidated because she knew she had an ability to make everything “better.” But that was just a lie she had given me and after I had accepted it, she REALLY did have power–UNTIL NOW! I have allowed my identity to finally set her free, and since doing so, I, my true self, am able to confront any given situation with a positive attitude and know that I won’t be leaving anyone with upsets or bad feelings. DR

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August 25th, 2011

Greetings and Successes from Cape Town

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

Hi Mary

I am emailing you from Cape Town, I got your email address from Sonja.

I am currently doing my Ethics Conditions with Sonja, I am currently in Non-E and I wanted to tell you how I am doing.

Wow, let me try find the words!

When I first heard Sonja was looking to for someone to do conditions on I volunteered. After all I have done conditions plenty of times in the org, it’s such a quick and easy cycle I thought why not? Its helps Sonja get through. Funny that there was absolutely no viewpoint that I had that it might actually help me to!

Well I was proven wrong on all above accounts. Doing the conditions so far has been nothing short of amazing, I have had more wins than ever in Scientology…auditing included!

For the first time I can say I feel stable, I know who I am and I know where I am going. This is huge, huge, huge for me! The noise that I was creating in my universe is gone, the enemy valence that I was using is gone, and I know myself. Isn’t that fantastic? How many people go through life not knowing who they really are, or using an enemy valence. Way too many.

I am so much more perceptive of myself and those around me, and I am so much happier. And I’m only in Non-E! It’s been a battle of humongous proportions, but I am winning.

Sonja has been the most amazing and stable terminal for me. Doing the conditions with her was like being with your best friend: completely safe, no evaluations only encouragement and support. Without her guiding me I probably would have completely collapsed. But she didn’t let me and now I am here! I can be.

Thank you to you for this aswell, it has changed my life and I can now contribute back to the group with a pan determined viewpoint and much enthuisiasm.

Every frikken person I know should be doing this! LOL, Thank you. You and Sonja are the kind of beings that really do make a difference.

Lots of ARC,

LL

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June 12th, 2011

It is pure magic

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

6/7/11

Auditor: Mary Freeman
C/S: Franklin Freeman
Planet Freeman: http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

Last night a mass moved in on me that was very dark and very heavy. I knew, sort of, where it was coming from, but I couldn’t shake it. I became very down-tone and very solid. I did a D of P with Frankie who duplicated exactly where I was at and C/Sed me for a session with Mary.
Mary took me in session and together we picked this thing apart until we got to the bottom of it and the mass blew. This was something that I was hanging onto for dear life and using to hold myself back from doing harm. It was literally ruining my life. This thing was hidden in a tangled mass of layers and was as elusive as a sun mote on a cloudy day. Mary guided me through this labyrinth with the precision of a laser, steering me down the right paths, always keeping sight of where we needed to go, and doing so with the utmost level of care and understanding. When we got to the bottom of this thing, it was like the sky opened up and a feeling of relief washed over me that continues even now. I’m having a hard time writing this because I have to keep coming back down to the planet to type it up. Words cannot express the feeling of gratitude and admiration that I have for Mary and Frankie. Their mastery of LRH’s tech is indescribable. The only way to fully duplicate what I mean is to experience it for oneself. It is pure magic. CL

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June 4th, 2011

The meaning and significance of assigning a danger

by admin

Ethics Specialist – Mary Freeman
from Planet Freeman:
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

What I have realized while doing the Enemy condition with Mary Freeman.

When I go through the life I have a lot of different things my attention is on. I have day-to-day problems to solve, mistakes to fix, games to play, jobs to do, joys of creation to experience, new things to learn and an endless list of such things. In some of that areas I am being more productive, in some – less. The lowest level areas require the most immediate attention in order of it’s urgency and importance.

While the operation in ALL of that areas is conducted above the 2.0 on the Tone Scale, the analytical mind is in charge, keeping it under control. In that case, when “alarm system” goes off and signals that something went out of the desirable state or even is degenerating, that “alarm” is perceived as “local” and attracts my attention to that particular troubled area. The “volume” of the alarm is adequate to the situation and the level of disaster. Analytical mind was capable here to identify the exact area that needed to be addressed and fixed, and I could turn off the alarm with “thank you, I’ve got it handled!”.

Lets say that some area of existence or production had been set to run automatically and it now gets overwhelmed with too high volume or velocity or too much of the randomity of the particles. Because they were not addressed and handled properly the handling level drops down to below 2.0.

For example on the 1st Dynamic I used to handle automatically the food I eat. There were no calories counting or special diets, no extra exercising or even no any attention to that area at all. I used to just eat whatever was sitting on the plate in front of me and then feel fine and look great. But with ages the body has changed as well as its ability to handle the incoming particles (food), which lowed. The same amount and quality of food suddenly became overwhelming for the body to process. That would be a danger. The alarm system goes off to notify me of trouble, but I neglect the alarm and let the body figure out how to readjust and handle the situation. Body goes on automatically doing the same thing and getting more and more overwhelmed and unhealthy. The statistic continues a down trend and then crushes (body gains unwanted weight, loses mobility and health, not mentioning it’s looking fat, old and ugly). At that time the analytical mind keeps working on the other problems, that thetan had considered more argent and important, (which may be even true). Is the body still functional? OK, that’s good enough – I think to myself, totally underestimating the danger.

By that time the alarm continues to scream, and at some point the signal it sent out goes out of the “diapason” where the analytical mind can perceive. As if the pitch of the sound was going higher and higher till it becomes an ultra-sound, out of the range of ears perception. It appears that the alarm stopped, that it is all nice and quiet now. But in fact – and this is my realization #1 – alarm system is set to run automatically and  it never stops. It only goes out of the “sight” or “hearing ability” – perception of the analytical mind. When the alarm is so “laud” and “heavy” that analytical mind can not take it any more, but it continues, then who does receive the alert message? Yes, our little “friend” – simple thinker – reactive mind.

If somebody is ringing the door bell but the owner is too busy to care to open and the visitor is persisting enough to not leave and if there is an idiot running around inside the “house” that was incapable of reasoning and differentiating, but willing to help all the time, he will eventually open the door. An idiot will get the message and will react, he will start handling the danger with his “workable” tools: valences that can be used as a solution, service facsimiles, overt patterns with a whole spectrum of justifications and motivators and similar staff.

What I am trying to say here is that when we do not do things that should be done and our neglect brings around a danger – WE ARE GOING TO BE BYPASSED by someone else more responsible or by little monster at our service. It is ether I run the formula or formula is still run over me by someone else. The formula of danger is going to be aplied – if not by me at cause, then most likely by my reactive mind. And boy is he going to screw the application!!!

You think that an idiot can do well shredding paper – not too difficult task for him. And before you know, he is shredding you valuable correspondence, curtain, table cloth and your dress.

Since reactive mind can not differentiate, it can not locate where alarm was coming from. So it  “assigns the danger” to all the areas where there were activities at that time. Any “imperfect state” or temporary failure are perceived as the “total failure” and been treated with the same amount of a negative attitude, invalidated and labeled as dangerous.

My cognition is that I realize now that letting just only one area of responsibility to sink below 2.0 and not getting it out of there immediately, endangered the whole existence all other areas that reactive mind is now allowed to rich ant to control by catching the ball of dropped responsibility. Here is how we get an enemy at work – judging, criticizing, invalidating from within and suggesting the “wonderful” solutions from his arsenal – reactive bank.

The conclusion is simple. I understand now what I missed from my danger formula application and so failed applying it correctly – the formula was never completed and “did not work”. That is to be alert. ALERT! I understand it now. I look at the formula and see it right there at the very beginning: “ASSIGN A DANGER” which means “BE ALERT!” which also is “Listen to your alarm!”. I had never truly understood this step and worked by it applying roboticaly.

I had to go all the way down to confusion where (lucky me!) Mary found me and gave me her hand helping to get up and running again.

Thank you Mary for being alert for me while I got unaware and left the post. Thank you for bypassing me and getting the job of been aware done!

I am not all the way up yet, but sure move in the right direction that feels wonderful! :)

Love,
Tatiana Baklanova.

(Sorry, it was excessively wordy, but to the best of my ability to communicate.)

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May 10th, 2011

I enjoyed uncovering my true self

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

4/16/11
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I had a lot of really good wins and realizations doing the program. I had a very good time doing it. I really feel like my true self is very powerful. I know now that I’m never going to use my “enemy valence” ever again. I enjoyed uncovering my true self. Finding out how much harm my “enemy valence” does to my true self was very real to me on many different levels. But now I feel like I have no doubt that I can and will be the real me. And I feel GREAT about it! :-)
KD

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May 10th, 2011

Stepping forward as my True Self

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

3/31/11
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I’ve been working with Mary for the past few weeks on the Integrity Program. There is one area where it has been far too easy for me to be other than my True Self. It was a real problem for me and I was beginning to wonder if I’d be able to overcome it. Well, with Mary’s guidance and the tools she gave me to use, I was able to become cause over this area and stepping forward as my True Self has become even easier. It has been 2 days since this breakthrough and my win on this is continuing to persist. Each day I’m becoming more and more me and am more and more able to create the effects that I want to create in life. Thank you, Mary, for your expert application of LRH’s incredible Tech and for your willingness to help. ARC
LC

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May 10th, 2011

This is what I had envisioned Scn would be like

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

4/29/11 (after Solo II)
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

I am not sure that I have ever experienced a relaxed, easy, free action in Scn like this before. This is what I had envisioned Scn would be like. The clearest difference between this action and earlier actions I did in the church was the ability to maintain relative importance of data. In the church you never know when some “nit” will be taken up and magnified out of all proportion into a huge deal to be “handled.” Unfortunately, that creates an unsafe environment and puts you out of session and makes true “in session” impossible in the church. I feel so fortunate to have escaped that oppressive environment and to have found real Scn again. I now know I can learn and do and audit myself to OT. I, myself, handled a lot of BPC I had due to the immense and shocking out tech in the church. In the process, I re-aquainted myself with the free feeling one needs in order to travel up the Bridge to Total Freedom. I can’t say enough about working with people that understand the tech and apply it without all the church additives. Thanks to Frankie and Mary for being true to the tech. –JL

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May 10th, 2011

It is a most excellent game in a universe about games

by Frankie & Mary Freeman

5/1/11 (after OT1)
http://community.freezone-tech.info/freeman/

This action is a great start to the OT levels. So much data came together for me on this level. I now see the simplicity of where I was, where I am and where I am going. Now it seems easy whereas before I wasn’t sure. I feel like I am oriented now and able to proceed causatively. Probably the biggest win while doing this level was lightening up about the barriers I put on myself and the barriers I see others putting on themselves. Also, this level was just a lot of fun. It is a most excellent game in a universe about games. And the game continues… –JL

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