Success Stories, Wins & Testimonials

Nov 7, 2010

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New OT V (audited NOTs) Sucess Story

In attesting audited NOTs, if I had to pick one phrase that summarized life after the level, I would just say, “OT phenomena.” I look at life in a way I really didn’t imagine before. When it was over, I just stood in my house seeing all the way through the planet, and I could have kept on going if I wanted to.

The world class team that delivered my V is responsible for my opportunity to obtain gains of magnitude. The whole time V went on, I thought I’d get all these things done with my days and instead, I took naps; then the rest of the time I just stood there with my mouth hanging open. The internal landscape changed so fast I couldn’t keep up with it. All things seem new.  I’m living a new life in the same body again.

And the way the body feels after V is mindblowing. Everything feels good. Even pain is interesting. All of the sensations of the body are intense. Food tastes better, sleep is more restful, exercise is fantastic. I believe sensation is exponentially greater in a body with no drug strings acting on it – after attesting the NOTs Drug RD, I would say so.

Add an OT to an organic entity that is alive with nerve endings and there comes this crazy joy to everything ordinary. It’s really like being a small child again. You could stop on the side of a road to play and get fully caught up in some simple game, some fascinating motion, for hours at a time. I have to stop myself over and over from drifting off into some physical activity, like running or gardening, that I enjoy far more than sitting at the computer, merely earning money.

Money feels pretty easy now too. My problem is sitting still long enough.

Mest mechanics seem easy to duplicate, tools are easy to control, chores are easy to do. I can chase off germs. The sight of dead animals is not upsetting. There is no sound between my ears that I’m not putting there. I feel no emotion that I am not creating. It’s jawdropping to be able to fully own my emotions and are they ever vivid. I can feel extraordinarily strong emotions for as long as I create them and then just not create them. It didn’t occur to me that I could attain this degree of me-ness in such a short time. It’s stable and real, too, it’s not some glimpse of myself that I might lose sight of later. I am all here and that means all of me, like when I was younger in Theta. As far back as I can remember, this is the only thing I’ve craved. In fact, recovery of me-ness has been my key progress marker in traveling up the bridge.

On audited NOTs I regained the ability to discern masses or emptiness, and to spot tiny cells or molecules within gargantuan spaces. I also have unlimited havingness on space now. I can see into objects and situations in a way I always remembered in Theta but was unable to still do. It doesn’t mean my conclusions about what I see are never wrong. LOL. But I’m right enough in life to be happy all the time. My own potential seems fully available for me to rediscover and now use. The world seems simple because I feel so uncluttered. I’ve got no must-haves at all – I still think that gain alone is too amazing. And other people are really easy to make laugh. Their bad days and upsets don’t affect me like before. Sometimes I just stare at people because they look so different to me today.

Only five years ago, I operated on a kind of sound stage in life that amplified everything I experienced, only, in a bad way. Pains and stressors would be magnified and passed back and forth in my space in crushing waves. But because of drugs in the history, I did not experience pleasant sensations with the same amplification. Other people had the most profound effect on me, but also not in a good way. All their stresses and worries would activate my own stresses and worries, and then I would feel myself becoming buried again, drowning in what can only be described as a river of internal babble. If I ever became upset enough to cry, the compression of whatever simple sorrow it started out as would morph into a kind of bloodless horror scene, and I lived that way all day, every day, before Pat. The worst of it is, it’s typical to live that way here, and I was a Clear at the time. An illegal Clear, though, with no hope of a bridge. Those 15 years were endless. The condition of Theta just makes me shudder, but incredibly, the CoS isn’t helping.

I’ve been going OT from the first moment I decided on independence from the CoS. I moved fast after I chose Pat. She just lets me do my bridge. It’s such a miracle. It’s the only thing I wanted, then or now. The value I place on the bridge is above all things. But it’s really hard to leave the CoS. When I finally did I was rewarded beyond my own imagination. Now my connection with Elma is one of the most precious lines I’m creating, and I am observing the schism in Scientology with much interest.

The truly stellar service I’ve received on New OT V is priceless to me, a capping moment in a life I already consider to be a whole track event. It is a very considerable honor to receive this treatment. I wish everyone could have the experience of audited NOTs in Roy’s care, who is to me the very highest caliber of auditor. I will always remember this level as an experience of being led out of a dark room, step by step, by a calm and unwavering friend. The level took weeks and the commitment was not easy. I am profoundly grateful for Roy’s completely unreasonable dedication to standard tech. It is the greatest rightness an auditor can attain. He is an asset and a treasure beyond compare.

The level was orchestrated with precision C/Sing running in the background, like some kind of god program. I’m stunned. I’m almost without words to thank Pat and Glenn. It’s just too magical, like being able to walk up and order whole track clearing from the OT booth at a fair. After what I’ve been given, I am keenly interested in helping other OTs get to V and beyond. NOTs is for Theta. It’s the doorway back, and the only game I want to play.

My thanks to a singular OT and friend, Ron Hubbard, as well as to David Mayo, whose initials on the materials bring me a tremendous feeling of comfort whenever I see them.

All the best,  Geo