1) Words can’t describe the peace of completing the Purif. I am thrilled to have any “physical” resistance out of my way of “bridge work.” This work is phenomenal and I dedicate my life to helping others attain it. Anita was great! Along with Rex and Kylie. Thank you guys! EH 3/11
2) Everyone has their story of how and why they got into drugs and the life style that they did. For some it was abuse as a child. Some, the people they hung out with and others it was mental pain, physical pain, or both. Whatever there reason was, that’s their story. This is my story from beginning to end in a nut shell… At around age 7, I was sexually abused by another and I think he was around the age of 12 at that time. I don’t remember what started it and I don’t think that part matters. It lasted for a few hours and I felt very “small” as a person after that. This is also when my suicidal life started. Also, in the same year I managed to run my right leg over with my go-cart. Never had to go to the hospital for it, but had always felt the affects of it. When I was 12, my cousin came to stay with my family for awhile because of trouble he was getting in back home. There was a 3 week period of “sexual whatever” that went on and from what had happened when I was 7, I had the idea in my head that this was “normal”… When I was 14, a friend and I were riding BMX bikes, jumping whatever we could find to jump, and I had to do it better! My bike peddle slid up the back side of my right leg almost cutting through the Achilles tendon. I started riding motorcycles on the street at the age of 15 and wrecked 3-4 times before the age of 21. 21st birthday! Let the “real” fun begin! That night I went to a party just like most do on every b-day and that was my first time smoking marijuana. I spent four hours later that night praying to the “Porcelain God.” Three weeks later was at another party drinking. Someone asked if I wanted to “smoke” and, of course, I did! Well, I left the party about 10 minutes after smoking and on my way to the coffee shop I started feeling so good, I thought it would be a great idea to drive 95mph in a 35mph zone. The marijuana had been “laced” with cocaine. I almost went to jail that night…
I was getting drunk at least 6 days a week after I turned 21. Eight or nine months after turning 21, I wrecked another motorcycle with my back hitting a speed limit sign at 25mph. I spent six hours in the hospital and two weeks in bed. May 12, 2005, while riding my bike home from the bar, my rear shock breaks at 110mph and I slam into a guard rail. Nine weeks in the hospital, five surgeries, amputated right leg above the knee and a broken pelvis. I soon found out that cocaine worked very well for phantom pains! From about seven months after getting out of the hospital, to January 15, 2008, life was filled with drinking, marijuana and cocaine. January 15, 2008, I had another motorcycle wreck with my stomach hitting a four inch tree at around 35mph. Three months in the hospital, seven surgeries, six feet of intestines cut out, broken pancreas and a colostomy bag. As soon as I got out of the hospital I started pain management or I call it, legal drugs! This started out as taking them as prescribed for the first 2 months, then crushing them up and snorting them. That lasted for a couple months, and then came “shooting them up” for over a year, including: Oxycontin, Roxyodone, Dilaudid, Xanax, Valium, Zoloft, Carisoprodol (muscle relaxer), Adderall, Ritalin and Lunesta. My worst day ended with me using over 1400mg of Roxyodone and almost 100mg of Dilaidid (most people could never dream of living through this!). From day one with the doctors, I was also selling some of my meds, which ended up with me almost in prison and 2 attempted murders (was never caught). After many overdoses and five or six 6 trips to the hospital for OD’ing, I hit my breaking point when I overdosed in front of my sister and father. I had had ENOUGH!!! About five days after getting out of the hospital I was on a plane to Deer Lake , WA , to do this Purif drug rehab. I brought a total of about 40 pills with me of all different kinds: pain, depression, relaxers and anxiety meds. I remember around 10 minutes of the next four days. First day in the sauna it felt good to be alive! But I got pain in my stomach and back to the hospital for seven gaul bladder stones. I got back to the center after a week in the hospital, doing good for about a week and then I get Pancreas Titus and another week in the hospital! September 16, 2009, the day after my 27th birthday I went in to surgery to have my colostomy reversal done after 1 ½ years of having the bag! With a two month heal time I didn’t want to stay in WA, but wanted to go to my new home in OH and come back to WA (in a few months after healing) to do the Purif. Well after 1 ½ years on OH, 8 months of taking Seroquel, 6 months of smoking marijuana, 6 LSD trips and some more cocaine, I finally got myself back out to WA for the Purif at the age of 28! After 22 days of sweating, vitamins and a lot of exercise, I FEEL AMAZING!!!!! I think clearer than I have in over 20 years! I truly feel like I can take on the world and now play this game called LIFE! And I have a new lease on life! I no longer feel held down by my past with drugs! With the help of Les & Anita Warren, the Purif/Body Detox Program and the others that are here, I feel better than I ever have in my life! For the first time in over 20 years, I’m HAPPY to be ALIVE!!!
J J J J J J Rex Hilton 3/7/11