Archive for ‘Roy Selby’

July 23rd, 2011

Life Repair Completion

by Pat Krenik

July 22, 2011   Auditor, Roy Selby.  C/S Pat Krenik
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/

Success story to attest to completion of Life Repair

Life repair is the first course of auditing I have undertaken and completed.  I feel good and successful about what I have experienced, learned and achieved. 

I have achieved:

A basic understanding of the auditing process and what auditing can do to make my life better.

I have identified several problems and deficiencies in myself that I want to handle.

I now have knowledge of the way to truth and personal freedom.

R.H.

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July 19th, 2011

Nots Drug Rundown Completion

by Pat Krenik

http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/

This level was so amazing for me to do, so many wins.  I wasn’t sure if I had that much to handle but after my auditor got me going the whole area opened up that I wasn’t even aware of.

I had so many wins and my space expanded out and cleaned up nicely and it feels wonderful.

Many thanks to my auditor Roy Selby.  Great job, and to my c/s Pat Krenik.

Thank you LRH

Scotty

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July 13th, 2011

Volunteered Success –Audited NOTs

by Pat Krenik

July 12, 2011     Elma, WA.   C/S Pat Krenik, Auditor Roy Selby
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/

I noticed today I am much freer to be or not be things such as cats or human beings.  I can be if I choose to be or not be if I choose to not be.

Randy Patterson

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June 11th, 2011

John Has More to Say

by Pat Krenik

June 10, 2011    Elma WA 98541

Success at Elma, Getting NOTs Review

I rose from close to death to living again.

When I came to Elma with the help of a friend Ed C. I was told by Ed along with several other’s I looked like I was dying.  I also felt like I was dying.  I had incredible pains in my back and could hardly move.

I have done a Phoenix with the help of my C/S Pat Krenik and my auditior Roy Selby.

Thanks to them, and LRH’s tech.

John Loftus

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June 10th, 2011

NOTs Repair Completion

by Pat Krenik

June 10, 2011    Elma, WA.  Auditor, Roy Selby, c/s Pat Krenik

Success:

Nice clean up on my previous NOTs auditing and cleaning up much more!!!!

I feel ready to dig dig dig on my own case all the way up the bridge.

John Loftus

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June 10th, 2011

The Incredible Power of NOTs

by Pat Krenik

June 10, 2011     Elma, WA.    Auditor, Roy Selby

The Incredible Power of New Era Dianetic Auditing for OTs.

We call it “NOTs” for short.  It is advanced level auditing done after a successful run on OT III.  I want to share a cognition, because I have now recognized the incredible power of NOTs.

NOTs auditing, done properly by those who are trained well in auditing the subject, changes basic character.  That is the cog.

I’ll try to explain.  Each person has an identity by which others recognize him.  This is a fixed identity.  When someone says “I’m Joe or Mary” they are describing an entire personality that they show you.  It is a fixed personality, a fixed character type. 

Stereotype personalities are simply NOTs cases.  It is that case that doesn’t change on lower level auditing.  A person “keys out”, or goes clear of his bank, but when you look at him he is still Joe or George.  He may be cheerful as a general rule rather than unpleasant as he may have been before auditing,  but his basic character has not changed.  You free him of fixed ideas on Grade IV and that is a big boost, and he is happier not making others wrong.  So some of the negative traits have been removed from the basic character, that set of characteristics that he/she presents as himself and you agree to, saying yes, that is how he/she is.

What I have noticed is that there is a basic core to the personality that doesn’t change with auditing lower than the level of NOTs.  It doesn’t even change on the L’s.

Haven’t you known people who have had auditing and wonderful wins and gains, but their habits haven’t changed?  They still shake the house when they walk, or they are too loud or too soft when they speak.  You recognize Bill by his big belly laugh.

I’m not saying that these things are wrong, I’m just saying that they are stuck.  Stuck viewpoints; the person always responds that way, good or bad.  This includes his psychosomatic illnesses.  If your husband or wife has had a lot of good auditing but still has some really fixed annoying trait that seems to be deeply imbedded then that is the NOTs case.

Once can “see” the changes in others as NOTs goes along, because NOTs runs deep, it removes the unwanted personality traits, unwanted just about anything.  It changes the personality.  It changes the basic character of you as a life source, because with that stuck personality gone you can show through in all your glory.

Ok, so I am raving about NOTs right now, because I have just seen its potential.  If you could get a criminal through OT III with a good win, you could handle that “criminal” part of his personality.  It would be gone.

NOTs isn’t new to me.  I did NOTs for a number of years, until I just gave a “that’s it”.  Rather flat. I came through it with the “milk of human kindness” in my veins.  I had a huge tolerance of other’s conditions.  I had had wins on NOTs, but the wins I had did not start to touch my NOTs case.  I had done it in the Freezone.  I did it mostly without a C/S.  My original NOTs solo training course was limited—we didn’t even have the information on how to fly ruds on OTs.

Now I’m fully hatted.  I understand a lot I didn’t understand then.  I had my first NOTs Correction list done by another person.  It was a totally new experience.

So this you might say is a delayed cognition from that session.  I know what NOTs can do if done properly.  I know where it really belongs on the bridge…because it changes character.  Character is an awareness level on the Classification, Gradation and Awareness Chart.  Until you are free of what you think is you that isn’t you can’t really be truly aware of your own character or that of others.

We are on the Road to OT. Come join us in Elma.

And special thanks to Roy Selby who did the NOTs correction list for me.  This is my delayed cognition, three days after session, but it is a big one.

Pat Krenik

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June 8th, 2011

Ned for OTs Solo Auditors Course Completion

by Pat Krenik

June 7,2011  Elma, WA 98541

Wonderful course which game me a lot of certainty on my skills as an auditor and my ability to solo audit NOTs. 

Many thanks to my Course Supervisor Roy and my twin John and to the Elma Group for getting me through the course and for being here.

And thank you LRH for the data and for showing me the way out.

Scotty

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May 28th, 2011

Success, NOTs Drug Rd Completion

by Pat Krenik

Elma, WA    May 26, 2011  Auditor, Roy Selby, C/S Pat Krenik
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/

As a retired U.S. Navy Hospital Corpsman I have always realized that drugs could be very detrimental if improperly used.

Well, I now realize after the NOTs Drug Rundown one really needs to be free of drugs and at cause over them rather than effect of them.

I thank my auditor, Roy Selby, and my C/S Pat Krenik and of course, Ron and David Mayo.

Rainmann

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November 8th, 2010

Audited NOTs Completion

by Pat Krenik

Nov 7, 2010

Elma WA Group:
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/

New OT V (audited NOTs) Sucess Story

In attesting audited NOTs, if I had to pick one phrase that summarized life after the level, I would just say, “OT phenomena.” I look at life in a way I really didn’t imagine before. When it was over, I just stood in my house seeing all the way through the planet, and I could have kept on going if I wanted to.

The world class team that delivered my V is responsible for my opportunity to obtain gains of magnitude. The whole time V went on, I thought I’d get all these things done with my days and instead, I took naps; then the rest of the time I just stood there with my mouth hanging open. The internal landscape changed so fast I couldn’t keep up with it. All things seem new.  I’m living a new life in the same body again.

And the way the body feels after V is mindblowing. Everything feels good. Even pain is interesting. All of the sensations of the body are intense. Food tastes better, sleep is more restful, exercise is fantastic. I believe sensation is exponentially greater in a body with no drug strings acting on it – after attesting the NOTs Drug RD, I would say so.

Add an OT to an organic entity that is alive with nerve endings and there comes this crazy joy to everything ordinary. It’s really like being a small child again. You could stop on the side of a road to play and get fully caught up in some simple game, some fascinating motion, for hours at a time. I have to stop myself over and over from drifting off into some physical activity, like running or gardening, that I enjoy far more than sitting at the computer, merely earning money.

Money feels pretty easy now too. My problem is sitting still long enough.

Mest mechanics seem easy to duplicate, tools are easy to control, chores are easy to do. I can chase off germs. The sight of dead animals is not upsetting. There is no sound between my ears that I’m not putting there. I feel no emotion that I am not creating. It’s jawdropping to be able to fully own my emotions and are they ever vivid. I can feel extraordinarily strong emotions for as long as I create them and then just not create them. It didn’t occur to me that I could attain this degree of me-ness in such a short time. It’s stable and real, too, it’s not some glimpse of myself that I might lose sight of later. I am all here and that means all of me, like when I was younger in Theta. As far back as I can remember, this is the only thing I’ve craved. In fact, recovery of me-ness has been my key progress marker in traveling up the bridge.

On audited NOTs I regained the ability to discern masses or emptiness, and to spot tiny cells or molecules within gargantuan spaces. I also have unlimited havingness on space now. I can see into objects and situations in a way I always remembered in Theta but was unable to still do. It doesn’t mean my conclusions about what I see are never wrong. LOL. But I’m right enough in life to be happy all the time. My own potential seems fully available for me to rediscover and now use. The world seems simple because I feel so uncluttered. I’ve got no must-haves at all – I still think that gain alone is too amazing. And other people are really easy to make laugh. Their bad days and upsets don’t affect me like before. Sometimes I just stare at people because they look so different to me today.

Only five years ago, I operated on a kind of sound stage in life that amplified everything I experienced, only, in a bad way. Pains and stressors would be magnified and passed back and forth in my space in crushing waves. But because of drugs in the history, I did not experience pleasant sensations with the same amplification. Other people had the most profound effect on me, but also not in a good way. All their stresses and worries would activate my own stresses and worries, and then I would feel myself becoming buried again, drowning in what can only be described as a river of internal babble. If I ever became upset enough to cry, the compression of whatever simple sorrow it started out as would morph into a kind of bloodless horror scene, and I lived that way all day, every day, before Pat. The worst of it is, it’s typical to live that way here, and I was a Clear at the time. An illegal Clear, though, with no hope of a bridge. Those 15 years were endless. The condition of Theta just makes me shudder, but incredibly, the CoS isn’t helping.

I’ve been going OT from the first moment I decided on independence from the CoS. I moved fast after I chose Pat. She just lets me do my bridge. It’s such a miracle. It’s the only thing I wanted, then or now. The value I place on the bridge is above all things. But it’s really hard to leave the CoS. When I finally did I was rewarded beyond my own imagination. Now my connection with Elma is one of the most precious lines I’m creating, and I am observing the schism in Scientology with much interest.

The truly stellar service I’ve received on New OT V is priceless to me, a capping moment in a life I already consider to be a whole track event. It is a very considerable honor to receive this treatment. I wish everyone could have the experience of audited NOTs in Roy’s care, who is to me the very highest caliber of auditor. I will always remember this level as an experience of being led out of a dark room, step by step, by a calm and unwavering friend. The level took weeks and the commitment was not easy. I am profoundly grateful for Roy’s completely unreasonable dedication to standard tech. It is the greatest rightness an auditor can attain. He is an asset and a treasure beyond compare.

The level was orchestrated with precision C/Sing running in the background, like some kind of god program. I’m stunned. I’m almost without words to thank Pat and Glenn. It’s just too magical, like being able to walk up and order whole track clearing from the OT booth at a fair. After what I’ve been given, I am keenly interested in helping other OTs get to V and beyond. NOTs is for Theta. It’s the doorway back, and the only game I want to play.

My thanks to a singular OT and friend, Ron Hubbard, as well as to David Mayo, whose initials on the materials bring me a tremendous feeling of comfort whenever I see them.

All the best,  Geo

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November 4th, 2010

NOTs Drug Rundown Attest

by Pat Krenik

November 3, 2010

Elma WA Group:
http://community.freezone-tech.info/elma/
Auditor Roy Selby, C/S Pat Krenik, Senior C/S Glenn Samuels

After the NOTs DRD there are no drug lines or strings attached to me. The GE line seems rigged for drugs, but I believe it tends to act when theta imposes on it. So if I (or some other determinism) don’t put a drug onto the GE, it doesn’t appear to go around looking for any.

This means that as theta, I can pass from body to body as I choose and not have ANY drug case to carry with me into the future.

It means to me personally that I could take my OT-III style DRD win and recast it as a whole track success story instead of the single lifetime success story it was at the time. I wrote that SS only three months ago when my life was new again.

It’s new all over again now. I can just be in my own space and there is so much space it just goes on and on – it goes ON and ON. There is no question of who I am or of being with myself. My mind is completely uncluttered and I am completely me. I am also calm and peaceful and stable and highly aware. What I can sense now is very far-reaching. I feel like I did when I was a child in Theta on the whole track, before drugs. All of me is here, all the time.

In my wildest dreams I never thought that I could become again what I was like before drugs on the whole track. It is a win of magnitude. I almost have no words left to thank my team or LRH with.

All the best,

geo

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