Dexter Gelfand
Grad V field auditor
Northern California
http://community.freezone-tech.info/dexter/
I just had a major gain in a solo auditing session as part of my solo course, part B. I became completely able to be without need to identify myself as anything other than simply me, free of fixed attitudes or mannerisms, able to be nothing- literally, no-thing. Identity is a MEST symbol, a way of being recognized as “something” in the material world, or MEST universe. It is a limitation to one fixed viewpoint within the MEST universe, and it springs from the obsessive need to be recognized as being something, and the fear of being nothing (see “The Story of a Thetan”)- no-thing, as in the definition of a static, I have achieved recognition of being a static. Identity limits and categorizes a being. Free of a fixed viewpoint for identification purposes, I am free to assume all views or no views.
I feel very free, unencumbered by mass, free of fixed attitudes and beingnesses. I can be at will, without restrictions, I can assume any and all views, without being confined to any one view.
I wasn’t expecting anything like this on this simple solo training action- there is so much tech on the material of releasing from valences- HRD, LX lists, NED (and earlier forms of engram running by chains), L’s, and more, and I feel like I’ve completely got it!
My power processing was certainly a springboard to being able to attain this. After Power, I noticed that I could effortlessly envelope another in my space, for instance on drilling assessments, I merely created the command, and had the coach simultaneously have the command, being right in my space. This is a level above and beyond the mechanical action of duplication through the communication formula of cause-distance-effect, because there is no distance necessary over which to impel the command. The command is here, the receipt point is here, therefore the receipt point has the command. Duplication is replaced by perfect as-isness. No distance for a command to travel means no possible degradation of the signal being generated, as it isn’t sent anywhere.
Identification of self with a thing, attitude or fixed viewpoint creates distance and the possibility of imperfect duplication. Not being stuck in a fixed point frees one to view from any point. Very freeing!
My gratitude goes out to my case supervisor/ solo course supervisor Frank Willis Davis of Midwest Tech Center, and also to David Thomas, for doing a great job of coaching and supervising me on solo drills to make me a much better solo auditor. Once again it is demonstrated, I’ve got the best friends!
Love, Dex