Success Stories, Wins & Testimonials

Co-auditor: Misha Priv
http://community.freezone-tech.info/priv
C/S: Dan Koon
http://community.freezone-tech.info/dan-koon

There are so many cognitions and realizations during the auditing! Some are big, some are smaller, some are life-changing. There was one I had a few sessions ago, that felt huge at the time, it was… well, you may say simple and kind of obvious – not to me though. To me it was – WOW!!! – hold me, I’m about to fly away! That felt as a huge relief! But believe it or not, week or two later I tried to find it and couldn’t remember, what it was about. I was searching through my mind and couldn’t find a trace of it, only the feeling that it was so big and felt so right and good…

Today during the session on ARC SW I gave to my PC (lucky me!) Misha at the process arrived  to  the same cognition I had but lost! And today we discovered it again, together,  this time me – in the auditor’s chair. So, I decided I better write it down to make sure it stays with me. :) Here it is.

I have finally understood what it really means “Personal Integrity”. It just got home to me with a full conceptual understanding.

I was involved with so many different groups through out my life, and each of  them had their own moral codes and standards. When joining such groups I would adjust my value system to the one adapted by group. Then, moving from one group to another the good deeds suddenly would turn into the overts, when some considered overts transform magically into the good deeds.  Few times I changed the groups and look at me – I could hardly differentiate between right and wrong, good and bad!

And here was my realization: Personal Integrity – it is living by my own native sense of ethics that evolves with me as I learn, with my own experience, my own judgment  against my own value system.  No matter what group am I involved with, no matter what they who ever they are tell me what is black and what is white – I have my Personal Integrity, my Pride to see what I see and to say openly what I see.

How in a world could I lose it?

I guess my mind is still full of shit… pardonnez moi, I meant full of false data accumulated  through the process of enforced education and received while analytical mind was knocked out, not doing his job of evaluating – which is again a sort of enforced education.  What else the engrams are if not a false data crab enforced on us by environment and assigned by the reactive mind the false value of a life-saving importance?  I now know what it will be like to be a Clear and why do I want it – to me it now means to fully gain my Personal Integrity, when it is back with me for good, and I will not have to read this success story to remind myself what the beautiful cognition of mine was about! :))

Thanks to my team – Misha, Dan and LRH!

Tatiana Baklanova

Co-auditor: Misha Priv
http://community.freezone-tech.info/priv
C/S: Dan Koon
http://community.freezone-tech.info/dan-koon

My co-auditor Misha and I are through the preparation steps! Since we both were out of chair for a while, we decided to re-do TRs and some E-Meter drills. Finely we have reached a point of certainty as auditors and trust to the auditor from PC’s view point. I know that my auditor is capable of getting me through the Grades, I trust him, I know he will.

Tatiana Baklanova,
http://freezone-tech.info
San Jose, CA.